They say that history repeats itself, in this instance I really hope that the analogy of life as a wheel is not correct. It seems as though I've seen so many people I care about go down the dark road while I feel like I'm in one of those dreams where you scream and no one hears you. I suppose sometimes no matter how much you scream and try to block certain path's in life, much like a little river, sometimes things will always find a way.
That being said, what confuses me, is why after everything mandolin has done with the intention of helping and supporting Jess, she(knowing everything she does about that shit), still allowed my baby sister to even look at that shit. She knew what would happen, but then I suppose she probably never even though about all the people that would get hurt if she did that. But then from what I have surmised in all of the various notes and things I have seen from and about her, she doesn't give much though to anything. It's typical behaviour from someone with her family background. The seeking of any attention from anyone consequences be damned are sadly -A- typical from someone with such a horrid childhood and existence.
In closing, my sister needs to take some responsibility for the choices she did make because regardless of what that girl presented her with, the Gods have given us free will for a reason and in the end we are the once who make the decisions. I only hope that in the end our father and my sister will do the right thing and not send me off the deep end again. Because if it came down to it, I would literally tie her down to her bed and feed and bathe her until she ddnt have any silly notions about these people and all of this shit.

In the end, I hope that life's wheel and the fates see fit to save my kid sister from a fate worse than anything she can possibly imagine.

Thanks for stoppin' by, and keep you stick on the ice.

Chrishelle